But I am not even sure if I am cut out to do design. If i am not, it might be a good thing when one can choose to specialise in things like contract adminstration in this field..Actually I am not even sure if the kind of design in an architectural firm is what i want to do. It just seems to me in reality there is no longer about design.. If i want to do design, i think i should have chosen things like advertising which i always interested in..But venturing into a totally different industry is still too much to pay for considering i have paid so much for my architectural education and I am now in huge debt.
Seriously i could not be sure of anything. but if i could find other niches i am very interested and very talented in...maybe i could make something out of it...like starting business. haha. ideally, it is best to work like a freelancer, which one has total freedom to choose what he/she likes to do, people would seek for you as your ideas works are incredible (ideally..) like the famous lyrics writers in hong kong who writes fantastic lyrics for Eason chan also a columnist, host, fashion designer for his concert...truly creative works..and across diff fields somemore..
for now, i will stick to architecture..even it's sick sometimes..but dont stop to find my other talents!! who knows?? lol.... i think architecture school has given me a good base to do creative works..(it's really about hard work and research and constantly changing..not sudden surge of ideas..)